shop around the corner.

I love this movie. You've got mail. I love Meg Ryan I don't know why but she makes me feel like real people can have these incredible loves.

So I am contemplating buying my own home. I want my own home with two bedrooms and a garage, so I can convert the garage into a studio and the second room into an office with walls of books. My dream. My own place. I keep telling myself I can't do it now though I keep talking myself out of it. Why do I do that why do I talk myself out of my dreams?

I love that line "what about you is there someone else?" "no but there is the dream of someone else"

Traveling is one of my dreams. I think ill out off the house, for now at least I'm looking at this movie and seeing new York and thinking of when I was younger and how I always dreamed of going there. There and a million other places. I don't know idi could be happy with a little apartment with no furniture so that I can afford to travel. Tough decision a cozy home all my own or the chance to run around being happy in other places. I wonder how much vacation I get per year, if that could work out? Hmmm I don't know tough choice, home, travel... Well I have no one to travel with at the moment. So a home?

I don't know. So my fever has gone down. I've only slept most of the day. That's good.