cant sleep

I don't know why I can't sleep but here I lie tossing and turning and I've finally given up and decided to write.

Unfortunately, I have nothing really to say. I'm comfy as can be in my big white shirt and soft black panties, necessary because I keep pacing but very comfy, my room is at a comfortable sleeping temperature. There are no lights no noises, I've taken care of everything I can take care of today.

Tomorrow we begin our selection for the new exec.well the staff part. I already had one of the candidates, Paul, Tuesdays appointment I think, call to ask me some questions, breaking the rules and crossing the line between confident and cocky. I need to get out the winter camp schedule. I have a couple phone calls to return, but those are all things ill have to take care of tomorrow. I did timesheets I have winter camp mostly planned out I need one day with all the site directors to catch up curriculum and do a little training on some things I got out of that workshop. But that is all for later Why am I awake now?

My personal life is in a good place, its been this way for the past few months some things are worse some are better some are just complicated. But I've come to terms with all things there, except I didn't think I could get so shaken by a phone call. I guess I am a little stirred up there.

Monetarily I'm fine, I'm not great but I'm fine. I'm not worried about my job. I've somehow mostly skipped the winter blues. I want to start running again but I need the time and new shoes. I guess I can wear the heavy ones till January cause both of my light ones are getting worn through the soles and I promised myself no shoes till January which just sucks cause there's this really great pair I fell in love with at payless. And payless is cheap. I need to remember to ask Yvette about my benefits because I will have been in the position three months in January. I think I'm gonna take karate with Justine cause she wants to do something together at the community center and I doubt I can get her to do a dance class. I might just take ballroom dance by myself though. Oh hey I think this random ranting is working my eyelids are getting heavy
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love,
Drea