feels like monday

"love begins with a smile, flourishes with a kiss, and ends with a tear."

im not sure who said that, im not even sure if thats the quote but that is the gist of it, and its true. love stinks. and thats a fact.

so my world is a shambles and somehow im ok with that im fine, real fine.
i have this info thingie that i was gonna post the otherday when my computer ate it so i guess ill do it now.

1. What is your occupation? YMCA slave
2. Do you like banana sandwiches? with peanut butter theyre ok
3. What are you listening to right now? jazz mix billie holiday, louis armstrong...etc
5. Do you wish on stars? all the time the world is full of my wishes
6. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? clear... never seen a clear one
7. How is the weather right now? Cloudy, and freezing
8. Last person you spoke to on the phone? my sister
9. Do you like the person who sent this to you? is anyone gonna say no to that question? but yeah i do shes a cool person.
10. How old are you today? 20 years 323 days 42 days tmbd ('till my b-day) yay! hello vegas!
11. Favorite drink? Odwalla limeade (drinking it right now) or a mojito or a hello kitty or shots of petron anejo for alchohol (not that i have drunk them cause im under 21 mind you.
12. Favorite sport to watch? Underwater basket weaving those guys got mad skills ;)
13. Have you ever dyed your hair? yes but i have recently discovered that it is a very pretty color on its own even if it is brown
14. Do you wear contacts or glasses? yes im blind as a bat
15. Pets? :( i miss my Yoda i have one the dredd pirate roberts whom i think i forgot to feed this morning
16. Favorite month? October, anticipation of my b-day is always better than the actual birthday and i love the smell of fall.
17. Favorite food? Just one? yeah right my Nana's chiliquile, my Mom's Green Chile Chicken Enchiladas, or my chocolate chip cookies (havent found any better)
18. Last movie you saw? Serenity(v. good) and Inu Yasha honorable something something sword thingie (mmm sesshomeru)
19. Favorite day of the year? purple
20. What do you do to vent anger? draw, read, paint, take a walk, or write
21. What was your favorite toy as a child? boxes, boxes can be anything
22. Fall or Spring? fall
23. Hugs or kisses? mmmm embraces.
24. Cherry or Blueberry? Pear
25. Do you want your friends to email you back? Yes, always
26. Who is most likely to respond?dont think this applies here
27. Who is least likely to respond? everyone
28. Living arrangements? complicated
29. When was the last time you cried? two hours ago
30. What is on the floor of your closet? dont have a closet if i did everything thats supposed to be on the hangers
32. What did you do last night? wrote an email
33. What are you afraid of? cheese cheese is scary.
35. Plain, cheese or spicy hamburgers? green chili cheeseburgers mmmm.
36. Favorite car? :( i want my stingray
37. Favorite dog breed? St. Bernard or Bull Mastiff
38. Number of keys on your key ring? keys where are my keys!?!
39. How many years at your current job? too long
40. Favorite day of the week? tomorrow
41. How many states have you lived in? many but one i remember
42. How many cities have you lived in? a few but i dont remember any place but hell i mean here.