Leave Me Alone!

"I'm so tired of being here/ suppressed by all my childish fears/ and if you have to leave/ i wish that you would just leave/ 'Cause your presence still lingers here/ and it wont leave me alone/ these wounds wont seem to heal/ this pain is just to real/ theres just too much that time cannot erase/when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears/ when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears/and i held your hand through all of these years/ but you still have all of me..." My immortal -Evanescence

i am shit people... i am worthless, homeless, gutless shit... and i wish i could change.

i am sorry... i dont think you will ever read this again but i am sorry... that doesnt change a damn thing, but.... nevermind

i amaze myslef sometimes, i got my life sorted packed and put back into storage in the span of 2 1/2 hours... maybe i could just travel... its not like anyone here wants me to stay... i have hurt them all some how sometime along the way... i am venom and people should steer clear to save themselves.