Road Rage

I have become Albuquerque's worst driver recently. I have become the idiot I am always screaming at... looking through my purse at red lights (or not at them for that matter). Yakking on the phone, not using my blinkers, speeding swerving in and out of traffic, ... I dont know why. Normally I am a good driver I swear... (well I am a By the Book Driver is that the same?) it has gotten particularly bad now that im driving my brothers truck. I have taken to hopping curbs to get out of traffic on the freeway, in front of cops cause I know they can't follow me. I do not know what is causing this behavior but it must stop. I am being a very bad Drea. Im getting to the point where I'm like Bijou.I just thought I should confess and ask for forgiveness... not like I'd give it to someone who drives like me.