Sometimes all at the same time.
Damn people... Thinking they can drive like me... I'm very sad I had a collision... My car is fine but the orange cone may never be the same. (Damn construction zones the whole South Valley is a giant orange barrel)... But I was much happier to hit the cone than the car that was coming at me.
Hi Katwoman! Ha ha sorry thought I would make you smile.
So guess what! Only 8 days till Harry potter and only 11 till my birth day! YAY!!
So everyone keeps asking me what I want for my birthday... I want world peace, adoption for all homeless puppies, a million dollars, and flowers. Ok screw the flowers how about shoes. Really I'm content right now "I've got money in my pocket/ I like the color of my hair..." I of course have some issues to sort through but I'll get there when I get there.
Really the things I want (aside from flowers and shoes) are things that no one can get me. I want to have more than a three minute conversation with my dad, i want to be Lindsey's friend again, I want school paid for so I don't have to worry come January or you know next week when they send me the tuition bill. So I will ask for canvases and paint and a new digital camera (yes, sadly, I have given in wave of the future and all) or a drawing pencil set or pastels or charcoals or a studio (oh wait that's on the not possible list) lets see...
Vegas for my b-day (check)
Mysterious birthday plans (check)
ID that proves I'm 21 (check)
Cheap hotel reservations(check) (Orbitz four star hotel cheaper than the Ho Jo
nice)
Thanksgiving away from the crazies (check)
Harry Potter (check)
new shoes (check, wait no... need shoes)
I think I'm good.
Oops almost forgot a quote for today, doesnt match my mood but its stuck in my head.
"what have i become?/ my sweetest friend/ everyone i know/ goes away in the end/ you could have it all/ my empire of dirt/ i will let you down/ i will make you hurt/ i wear my crown of shit/ on my liar's chair/ full of broken thoughts/ i cannot repair/ beneath the stain of time/ the feeling disappears/ you are someone else/ i am still right here " NIN/Johnny Cash (personally, I prefer the Johnny Cash version.)