Monday, February 12, 2007

hmmm 4 am and the worlds asleep.

Artist: Natasha Bedingfield
Album: Unwritten
Title: Unwritten

I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefined
I'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned

I break tradition, sometimes my tries, are outside the lines
We've been conditioned to not make mistakes, but I can't live that way

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

I think my parents are fighting, I went to the kitchen to get some water and my dad was sleeping on the couch. My parents never sleep together any more but this was still strange my dad never sleeps on the couch no matter how pissed one of them is. My mom wakes up when my dad goes to sleep at like six am but on a day like today if he's sleeping before six they usually sleep in the same bed. I dunno either that or he's sitting alone in the dark again. I really don't understand why those two are still married.

Whatever, not my crown of thorns.

I love you Susie. Ill try to get some sleep now.