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"did all these clouds around you break your fall/ as you came crashing to the ground/ did you learn anything at all/ you climb back up just to come back down"-Lifehouse

so my week has been crazy i have had one person quit on me cause i told them they had to come to work had to fire another because she didnt come to work (didnt call, nothing) i dont like firing people im a nice person waayyy deep down.

one of my workers cant work because shes having heath issues and it is just justine and I holding down the fort. i doing the best with what i got but argh! i need help and there is none to be given.

my phone is disconnected again but thats because i had to make the choice between phone or food this week, not because i forgot it again. it will have to wait till friday along with everything else, and i will have to figure out a way to deal without it for three days. :(

i feel like everything is falling down around my ears and i have given up trying to catch it. my week has been fabulously horrid but i am going to keep smiling because there is nothing else i can do, right?

katwoman and sharada should be coming into town soon i havent spoken to sharada in about a year... kat and me are like peas and carrots very different but we fit together fine no matter how long we've been apart, me and sharada are not the same... everytime she comes to town i find myself faced with a new person and it is always uncomfortable at best, we get along fine by the time she leaves but the inbetween is horrid. i get along better with cheryl which is weird because cheryl and i couldnt get along to save our lives back in high school. who knows i think i am going to skip out on christmas tradition anyway... make it easier for lindsey so she doesnt have to feel weird with me there.

i want to wish them both the best of the holiday seasons but im sure it will feel fake and cold and distant, though thats not how i feel at all.