Not Again!

Well my heart knows me better than I know myself
So I'm gonna let it do all the talking
I came across a place in the middle of nowhere
With a big black horse and a cherry tree
I fell in fear, upon my back
I said don't look back, just keep on walking
When the big black horse that looked this way,
Said hey lady, will you marry me
But I said no, no, no,no-no-no
I said no, no, you're not the one for me
And my heart had a problem, in the early hours,
So it stopped it dead for a beat or two
But I cut some cord, and I shouldn't have done that,
And it won't forgive me after all these years
So I sent her to a place in the middle of nowhere
With a big black horse and a cherry tree
Now it won't come back , cause it's oh so happy
And now I've got a hole for the world to see
But it said no, no, no,no-no-no
I said no, no, you're not the one for me
Ican't quite get there cause they've all forsaken me
-KT Tunstall Black Horse and The Cherry Tree

Soo... I'm feeling rather stupid right about now.

I have been very distracted today.

This morning when I hopped in the shower, I washed my hair with face wash. My hair is super, super clean but smells like Nutrogena, which isnt really a bad smell, but I much prefer the slightly floral scent of my shampoo. I got lost on the way to my mothers house. I left her house without what I went all that way for. I left half the supplies I was buying at the store.

And I locked my keys in the car.

Again.

In the ignition.

With it on (not running thank goodness, but on.)

I wouldnt even post this except Miss M. was kind enough to come down to my work and unlock my car for me so I wouldnt have to endure another lecture about locking my keys in for the millionth time, so by the time anyone reads this, most likely everyone will know.

Maybe my busy schedule has just finally become too much and I'm cracking. I mean I was talking on the phone, popping the trunk, grabbing a shopping bag, balancing folders, fixing my skirt, and waving to Rikki and Justine as I was leaving the car. Or maybe I'm just dumb. Rikki said its just part of my charm, as she was laughing her ass off at me.

My concern isn't that I have cracked... its that I didn't notice 'till it was time for me to unlock the snack freezer, needed said supplies, mommy dearest called me to tell me I left my shit, wound up in Peralta, and the facewash wasn't lathering. Normally when I do stupid things I notice right away. I only hope that tomorow goes by much better, not that today has been a bad day... I'm still in an annoyingly good mood, so I've been told...but I'm sure its to the point where people are thinking this stupidity is a little much, even for me.

The good news:
Miss M's key works in my door (and ignition, which might be a bad thing considering though they are both the same make of car they are different models, colors and years)
my hair is now this pretty auburny brown (probably from having the moisture stripped out but very pretty)
my momma still loves me (somehow)
the semester's almost over
the weather is perfect in Peralta
I got all the supplies I needed
its raining.

life is good.