cigarettes and liquor

when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
So a day when you've lost yourself completely
Could be a night when your life ends
Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
All the pain held in your
Hands are shaking cold
Your hands are mine to hold
All-American Rejects Move Along

so i thought i was having a rough time with lent. my mother gave up cigarettes. i dont want to go to her house anymore... its too scary. and as for the liquor, rikki and i have decided that we are going to start taking Irish Coffee to work everyday or keep a bottle of grey goose or bombay sapphire in the cabinet for afternoon martinis so we dont kill the kids ... or the other staff.

so i made an amazing discovery today. you can get a man to do pretty much anything you want if you look him in the eye and smile and laugh at his jokes. i think this qualifies as flirting but its not nearly as complicated as they make it out to seem. now if only i had learned this before i got married i could have had a lot more fun with it. oh well, c'est la vie, thats life (now singing "Thats Life" and getting stared at in fashion of village idiot by 16 year old wannabes)

so... i feel like spilling my guts about something exciting that happened today but im afraid of who reads this on a daily basis... oh well. thats all i will say about that.

my stereo in my car is dead :(.. somehow i got the tape to cd adapter stuck in there and it wont play and i cant eject it and it wont let me switch over to the stereo part so i can at least listen to music with too many commercials. :(*.*.*. i finally beat it with a spatula from my back seat till it played but im still not happy so i have to go get a new stereo... but i wont have time till friday and i have other plans on friday.

CD's i would be listening to if i could today:
Jewel Pieces of You
All American Rejects Move Along
A Perfect Circle Emotive
Weezer make believe
TaTu Dangerous and Moving
The Doors Greatest Hits

Random thoughts of the day:
chemestry is not as bad as it seems
I would really hate to be a duck
Estee Lauder makes crappy nail polish
pineapple juice is good
I love the smell of Hermes 24 Faubourg
Jim Morrison was soo fucking sexy
Brittish accents are Great ;)