so seeing as I dont really consider myself catholic... and being without chocolate, new shoes and new books is driving me mad... it would be ok if i just took up eating chocolate again right... ok so rationalization is probably not the way to go about this I should just suck it up and deal with it... but they are doing fundraisers at the school... they are selling those worlds finest chocolate bars, and the girlscouts are on the corner peddling their version of crack. oh well.
so my sister is supposed to come down here for her birthday yay! and my mom invited me to go with her when she goes down there in the beginning of april yay! i love vegas its much more fun when you're legal. and im going on a road trip this summer during my two weeks off Yay! i hate the fact that summer vacation for these kids is only four weeks. i am running extreme camp this year (extreme camp is fun its two field trips a day to things like ice skating and movies, and the skate park and cliffs and an overnight thing at camp shaver) i am really looking forward to camp shaver i wanted to work there for the other two weeks except for three problems
1. i really want a road trip
2. Phil already filled up the counselor spots
3. i dont think supes would be too happy to have me gone for 14 days... though he might be happy for a break from the insanity.
ugh I have to go get portraits taken for my mom's b-day. she wants updated pics of her children, not just me... why, i dont know we all know i'm the prettiest (jk lissa love ya!) so im gonna have to get portraits done... and then get them done again when melissa comes to town. good thing i still talk to danny so i can get my employee discount still (muah ha ha ha) i think that being a portrait photographer has forever ruined my love of photography... i find myself framing up snapshots and thinking about the elements in the background matching the foreground... whereas before i would frame how i thought looked the best and background be damned i can edit in the darkroom, though not much needs to match in black and white.
i forgot what i was originally ranting about and i will take that as my cue to leave that and i have to go find my car before the parking meter runs out... i parked downtown somewhere around 2nd and silver and i am now on 6th and marquette or is this 5th and copper or vice versa, civic plaza (i hate down town... i only come here when i have to) ... anyhoot, lets see if i can find my way back.
About Me
- me
- Albuquerque, New Mexico, United States
- Pablo Neruda Sonnet XVII (100 Love Sonnets, 1960) I don't love you as if you were the salt-rose, topaz or arrow of carnations that propagate fire: I love you as certain dark things are loved, secretly, between the shadow and the soul. I love you as the plant that doesn't bloom and carries hidden within itself the light of those flowers, and thanks to your love, darkly in my body lives the dense fragrance that rises from the earth. I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where, I love you simply, without problems or pride: I love you in this way because I don't know any other way of loving but this, in which there is no I or you, so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand, so intimate that when I fall asleep it is your eyes that close "Nothing in the world is the way it ought to be. It's harsh, and cruel, but that's why there's us. It doesn't matter where we come from, or what we've done, or suffered, or even if we make a difference. We live as though the world were as it should be, to show it what it can be." --Angel
