10 Things I Hate About Everyone.

ok so i'm not actually hating anyone right now but myself.

i put a band-aid on a shotgun blast and my mother is trying to tell me it'll help.

i have broken his heart for what i have decided is the last time. theres really no turning back from the second time.

i am moving out this weekend.

i need a bed.

i feel like the worlds biggest human shit.

my sister said she was going to tell me not to do it in the first place but couldn't

i don't regret it at all, i at least got to be with my best friend for a while.

why is break-up sex so damn good?

i want to run away.

i refuse to run away.

he really shouldnt have taken me back.

my heart is aching.

i think i'm too young for this shit.

i think she was right when she called me a hit-and-run.

i am surprised and slightly hurt that he seemed ok.

i am really happy that i know he will be ok this time.

i still love him.

i always will.

i feel like a world class idiot.

i think i want to move.

i think right now that would be running away.

i think i should start taking kickboxing.

i think i'm thinking too much.

i think there's too many things going on right now.

i'm afraid i'm making a mistake.

i'm afraid of dying old alone and ugly.

i'm afraid of being alone.

i'm afraid of staying.

i'm afraid of leaving.

i want a cigarette.

i refuse to smoke.

i'm afraid of what they're all gonna think.

i'm afraid i dont really care.

i feel alone.

i need to eat but cant.

i want a rewind button.

i want to change schools.

i dont want to have to deal with tomorrow.

i want a new brain.

i want to make the right decision.

i want this to be easy.

i know it won't be.

i need a shoulder to lean on.

i dont want to burden anyone.

i want bamboo sheets.

i want to protect him from me.

i dont know how.

i want to protect me from myself.

i dont know how.

it is seriously frustrating to have a hero complex and no plan of action.

i have a week of in july.

i doubt i'll do anything with it.

i want to go to bed and wake up in ten years.

i want him to be happy.

i hope that i can be happy.

i really want to sleep.

i can't, and know i wont tonight.

i hope the kids can't tell.

i'm wondering if this is why my ring broke.

i think i hurt myself in that damned fall.

in more ways than one.

i feel like an idiot.

i want to read.

i think i will read.

i drew an awesome pic last night, while i was thinking everything over.

i left it at IHOP.

i wish i had more friends in town.

i wish i knew where my life is headed.

i wish i knew i'm not gonna die alone and ugly.

i wish i were happy.