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They still say I'm not dying, I don't call waking up unable to breathe at three am living. But ill believe them. Still haven't had my aunt visit although she sent her friends. Oh well I'm not worried, I haven't done anything in way too long to worry snout.

So I'm having a moral dilemma, possibly brought on by the fever. I have a friend, I'm not gonna mention her name we'll call her... Mamasita. Mamasita just got her divorce finalized, like day befor yesterday. She is pregnant, due in July and I just found out the woman her ex husband cheated on her with is also pregnant, not sure when she's due, nor do I really care cause I don't know her. So my dilemma is that I want to help Aileen, she's good people, but she's like me she's proud and won't take it. I give her flowers and tell her she looks beautiful and try to help her mentaly but I know if I were to, say, go out and buy a supply of diapers or a crib, that she would be furious. So how do I help her, her husband's a heel and useless. Oh ex. Ok drea we can't save the world, hey I could just sneak in and hide her stuff in the preschool like under her desk.

I dunno am I crazy, I'm a little crazy its alright though. My new assistant patricia asked me if I needed to be set up, what is it with people wanting to set me up do I look lonely or am I just that bitchy when I don't get any? Well I kinda left myself open for that one, she invited me to a valentines day social, and I asked her if there would be any hot single guys there and she said drea, do you need to be set up that could be arranged. Ha ha. I told her I have enough men problems without throwing another one in the mix. She looked surprised.

I am so thirsty you don't even know. I feel slightly better than yesterday I don't think I need to go to the Dr. I do wish I had some black walnut tincture I think this thing would have been gone already. Oh well.

Speaking of black walnut I heard through the grapevine aka Kat that she's pregnant with a little girl, somehow I never saw that one coming. I just read her blog recently and the last post is in November about someone peeing in a coffee shop, you'd think if you were pregnant you'd be happy and tell the world. I don't know I wish her baby the best of luck.

Oh my the cough syrup jitters are going away and I'm getting sleepy. And its only five am