Saturday, October 21, 2006

je suis malade comment un chien

I am sick and tired and have been sleeping all day. I don't know if this post will work but I'm gonna try cause I am bored out of my skull. Oops I fell asleep again. I hate this I haven't done anything productive today and I know I'm not supposed to cause its the weekend but I haven't done anything at all not even feed myself.

I feel yucky not so much just because I'm sick but because there is no one to take care of me. I think that this is why crotchety old people stay married so that they can have someone to hold their head in their lap when they can't do anything but sleep not like I ever had that I was generally left alone or asked every three seconds if I was ok. But the hugs, the ones that lasted a few minutes and warmed me through and through, I could use one of those right now. Cause I'm cold and I'm tired and I'm crabby like I have been for the past few days. I think I need to stop fighting off these things when I know they are coming I just wind up more ill than I would have been to begin with. But you know me I always at I don't have time to be sick. Well I guess ilm just gonna have to make time cause this doesn't feel like its going away tonight.